Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 16:35
| 0 noteshmm , several weeks of "no update situation"
still have lots of hw to do,
have not eaten, still feeling ever so hungry,
and feeling very weird?
this is not the 1st time , maybe not the 2nd
already so many millions times
sometimes i think that is it that im really
anti social or what ?
or do i always stuck in the same group?
i don't really like have much really good
friends who i can sit down and have
lunch with or go out tgt sometimes
last time, maybe yes , now maybe not
maybe i could even count how many
of them there were just with my
10 fingers, not even more than that
feeling kind of rather -.-
and i have nothing to say
& sometimes i do think,
why are people enjoying themselves
outside tgt with a large group of friends
while im at home ,
thinking of who to sms to have lunch with
me besides of the usual few?
life is really kind of pathetic lah
and my life ,
i don't know why
did i break too many mirrors
in my last life that it turn out
to be im like kind of super suay now?
do all friends last?
i don't know
and whenever i sms someone
its mostly stops halfway
i don't know why
ar! what crap am i typing?
dear god,
can i at least have 10 friends
that i could have lunch tgt?
go out together?
and maybe go home tgt?
and so on-.-
is that so hard to ask for...
maybe is should not have
been here
pathetic -____-
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 16:35
| 0 noteshmm , several weeks of "no update situation"
still have lots of hw to do,
have not eaten, still feeling ever so hungry,
and feeling very weird?
this is not the 1st time , maybe not the 2nd
already so many millions times
sometimes i think that is it that im really
anti social or what ?
or do i always stuck in the same group?
i don't really like have much really good
friends who i can sit down and have
lunch with or go out tgt sometimes
last time, maybe yes , now maybe not
maybe i could even count how many
of them there were just with my
10 fingers, not even more than that
feeling kind of rather -.-
and i have nothing to say
& sometimes i do think,
why are people enjoying themselves
outside tgt with a large group of friends
while im at home ,
thinking of who to sms to have lunch with
me besides of the usual few?
life is really kind of pathetic lah
and my life ,
i don't know why
did i break too many mirrors
in my last life that it turn out
to be im like kind of super suay now?
do all friends last?
i don't know
and whenever i sms someone
its mostly stops halfway
i don't know why
ar! what crap am i typing?
dear god,
can i at least have 10 friends
that i could have lunch tgt?
go out together?
and maybe go home tgt?
and so on-.-
is that so hard to ask for...
maybe is should not have
been here
pathetic -____-
